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Post by Unforgivable on Oct 13, 2015 15:53:07 GMT -8
I cheated on my husband. I can't say it was because the relationship was failing, it was new. You could not have paid me to believe I was going to cheat, i thought everything was perfect. I kept to myself, didn't go out much and had very few friends. We moved because of his job. he was gone a lot but it didn't bother me as much, in fact I enjoyed missing him because we argued much less. Long story short I went out with a friend, who was in fact not a friend at all. I met a guy and danced with him all night. She danced with his friend. They exchanged numbers and wanted to hook up later that week, but the guy I danced with had the car. So she kept pressuring me to let them come over saying "You don't have to do nothing, just say yes because he won't bring him" and I eventually gave in. At the end of the night, they went in the room and had sex. The guy wasn't pushy or aggressive at all. Eventually we started kissing and he played with my breast. We didn't do anything that night and I had a false sense of security when I agreed for the next meeting. We had sex and it wasn't even good. I ended up having an abortion and I've carried this secret for a long time. that was the most painful experience Ive ever gone through. Especially because my husband and I weren't able to have a child. It felt like God punished me. I never told him becuase I heard someone say once; if you cheat and tell you're partner you feel relieved but now they have to carry that burden of knowledge. It made sense to me. We've divorced. I don't know if this will help anyone but I think it will helpo me began to heal. maybe one day forgive myself.
oh. and me and that bitch are no longer friends.
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Post by akanundrum on Oct 13, 2015 15:59:42 GMT -8
I'm glad you were able to let that go and began healing.
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callmemansa83
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Post by callmemansa83 on Oct 13, 2015 17:32:52 GMT -8
Forgive yourself now...
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