Hard to Grasp the Now
Sept 8, 2015 19:56:02 GMT -8
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Post by ShyaDee on Sept 8, 2015 19:56:02 GMT -8
Hard to explain to people that think you want them, that you truly want nothing at all. Well not exactly nothing. But nothing that requires them to remain guarded. Or remain Ghost. . .
Some people will never understand that sometimes it's just their friendship you want most. But then again words are often unspoken and actions misinterpreted. Chances taken for granted and the genuine often overlooked.
Beauty in simplicity is doing what you feel. Following that Lil voice that pushes you to keep it real. Often misunderstood because the right questions were never asked. Purpose assumed to be selfish desires ; instead of selfless acts.
Yeaaa, I want something from you. But it'll forever be for you to be happy. BC money can't buy you that. But time can allow it to be. &&& yeaaa, I want something from you !! For your thoughts of me to be forever in positive light BC that's all I ever allowed you to see.
The change in me affects the change in them. The "them" with whom I interact that you don't get to see! My purpose in the now is to forever embrace the now. Cause later isn't promised. And tomorrow, well, that's later. And now, I'm blessed to be here. Cursed with the thoughts concerning later.
But ya know, if it comes I'll handle it then. BC now I'm acting off of what's within. And what kind of friend would I be to skip saying what I felt was needed to be heard now; trying to push everything off on later??
Enjoying the happy now! Is all that matters. So call me selfish BC what I'm concerned about now are the missed chances later could bring. If I feel it now, I express it then. Cause what brings me most joy is illuminating the spark I see within.
So hate me for being real. I'll still love you BC that's how I "feel".
-Shya
(143010)
Some people will never understand that sometimes it's just their friendship you want most. But then again words are often unspoken and actions misinterpreted. Chances taken for granted and the genuine often overlooked.
Beauty in simplicity is doing what you feel. Following that Lil voice that pushes you to keep it real. Often misunderstood because the right questions were never asked. Purpose assumed to be selfish desires ; instead of selfless acts.
Yeaaa, I want something from you. But it'll forever be for you to be happy. BC money can't buy you that. But time can allow it to be. &&& yeaaa, I want something from you !! For your thoughts of me to be forever in positive light BC that's all I ever allowed you to see.
The change in me affects the change in them. The "them" with whom I interact that you don't get to see! My purpose in the now is to forever embrace the now. Cause later isn't promised. And tomorrow, well, that's later. And now, I'm blessed to be here. Cursed with the thoughts concerning later.
But ya know, if it comes I'll handle it then. BC now I'm acting off of what's within. And what kind of friend would I be to skip saying what I felt was needed to be heard now; trying to push everything off on later??
Enjoying the happy now! Is all that matters. So call me selfish BC what I'm concerned about now are the missed chances later could bring. If I feel it now, I express it then. Cause what brings me most joy is illuminating the spark I see within.
So hate me for being real. I'll still love you BC that's how I "feel".
-Shya
(143010)