A Thought From Two Pisces

ladytee
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A Thought From Two Pisces Sept 23, 2015 17:28:18 GMT -8 via mobile akanundrum, awakewhileusleep, and 4 more like this

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Post by ladytee on Sept 23, 2015 17:28:18 GMT -8

I fear my own emotions...
They consume me and leave me helpless
Caught in this spiral of thoughts I can't control.
I'm left exhausted and hopeless
My heart and mind battle constantly.
One says stay the other says leave
Because my heart is desperate and yearns for affection
But my mind knows better it's my source of protection
Blind heart wanders to you every time I close my third eye
But when it's open reality smacks me!
FUCK!!!
I'm set up for failure everytime!
I rather feel nothing than to feel this struggle of wanting you and not having you, and having you and leaving you, and missing you....I'd rather not think of you.

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A Thought From Two Pisces Sept 23, 2015 17:35:04 GMT -8 via mobile akanundrum, awakewhileusleep, and 6 more like this

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Post by lexxrey on Sept 23, 2015 17:35:04 GMT -8

So confused and torn, I don't know what to do
My heart and mind at odds and I'm caught between the two
Even though I love you, I may have to leave you
I can't bare to want you, yet not able to see you.
You're my heroin, my addiction.
My soul's medicine and my affliction.
I've never tried a drug this strong and
Without you I can't wait that long.
The distance between us is killing me.
Is the agony worth it, could it be?
The pleasure begs yes the pain cries no..
But my gut says "save yourself"
so now I have to let you go.
I'm so sorry baby that it has to be this way
I just can't take it when you go but I know that you can't stay.

Last Edit: Sept 25, 2015 9:56:28 GMT -8 by lexxrey

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A Thought From Two Pisces Sept 24, 2015 2:00:38 GMT -8 akanundrum, awakewhileusleep, and 3 more like this

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Post by trueexperience on Sept 24, 2015 2:00:38 GMT -8

Beautiful thoughts and soul poetry Ms. ladytee and lexxrey thank you for sharing. The soul in your words speaks and it resonates. This energy called emotion. To emote is something powerful in which one who is mature and secure could truly appreciate and handle.

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